I wish I was ever able to just sleep on the couch whenever I felt sleepy.. Sleep by accident.. Just close my eyelids and let go of my soul easily and smoothly.. I always had bed time rituals since I could ever remember..
Sorry Z for not letting you sleep on the couch easily; & having to put you through them rituals too..
Sleep has become very heavy on me nowadays.. And waking up scared & lost is even harder.. Seeing you in my dreams baby and not finding you in my arms every single time is torturing!
Wish I was a cat.. Or anything but human.. The load is heavy oh Allah, help me!
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