I'm sorry baby :(

I'm sorry baby.. Sorry for many things.. Many many things.. Here is a few of the many things.. I pray you understand someday..

Sorry for getting married to your dad..

Sorry for crying a lot with you inside of me..

Sorry for not giving birth to you in Canada..

Sorry for breastfeeding you all the time instead of scheduling your feeding..

Sorry for being upset every time you woke me up or wouldn't go to sleep..

Sorry for always clipping your nails and sometimes hurting you..

Sorry for not eating healthy when you were in me.. And for not insisting on feeding you healthy food..

Sorry for not finding out about your very weak eyesight sooner.. Nor finding out your need for eyes' surgery sooner..

Sorry for not reading you more often..

Sorry for washing everything you touched and being a hygiene freak all the time..

Sorry for not letting you eat with your hands..

Sorry for not letting you walk barefoot..

Sorry for not letting you play longer with water..

Sorry for carrying you more than you needed to be carried..

Sorry for frowning at you or showing you my anger..

Sorry for not smiling and playing with you more..

Sorry for being impatient with you..

Sorry for not baking and making a mess with you..

Sorry for not letting you put yourself the nail polish you wanted to put with your own hands..

Sorry for not letting you use the knife/scissors when you could have..

Sorry for not letting you wash yourself when you could have..

Sorry for directing you and giving you instructions like I always have..

Sorry for letting you listen to loud songs most of the time..

Sorry for not letting you memorise Allah's words more often..

Sorry for not taking you to swimming classes more often..

Sorry for accidentally cutting your goggles..

Sorry for not letting your hair loose most of the time..

Sorry for washing your hair more than I should have..

Sorry for not taking you to the park more often..

Sorry for not letting you hold the rail and not letting you hold any foreign objects..

Sorry for always sanitising your lovely hands..

Sorry for asking you to always sit properly every where.. 

Sorry for feeding you to avoid you messing up..

Sorry for not letting you prepare your own food with me, or at least pour water like you wanted to..

Sorry for caring way too much..

Sorry for saying no when I didn't need to..

Sorry for not practising more Arabic and Math with you..

Sorry for not being fun most of the time..

Sorry for always worrying about you..

Sorry for being sick and having to be in a country where your dad would't let you go to..

Sorry again and again for your dad being your dad..

Sorry for not being a great mom..

Sorry for everything I've ever harmed you with, it's always always unintentional..

I love you more than you can imagine and I'm sorry as much..

Uggy Muggy Baby (f)